It's Almost Time

In just over a week I'll be waking up to this beautiful sight...

Our Hawaii trip is just right around the corner now. 

I have a ton of mixed feelings about it. 

1st- I'm so excited for to go to Oahu, Hawaii(I mean who wouldn't be?). I can't wait to just relax on the beach and soak in the sun. Doug has never been to Hawaii, so I'm excited to show him everything I love about the island.  I can't wait to get my tan back. Living in Utah in the winter makes you white(even for this half Mexican).

2nd- I'm having a really hard time with the fact we are leaving Matix. He is going to be staying with my parents and I know he will be in good hands and is going to get spoiled to the  max! However, I'm going to miss him like crazy. One of my sisters went to Hawaii when her oldest was 8 months old and she left her with my parents(when I was living at home). It was so hard on my sister. She said she would cry sometimes because she missed her so much. I hope that doesn't happen to me. My dad is going to take him to the park multiple times a day and and my mom will give him all the attention he wants and more. 

(so maybe writing this was a little therapeutic for me, I'm feeling a little better already)